There’s a lot of things that have been happening to me in the last couple of months that I wish I could take the time here to write about.
However, I’ve started to learn that my entire life doesn’t need to be publicized for people that don’t know me or barely do.
So here is what I will share: my life has been in a constant state of ups and downs over the last month. I’ve learned that it is alright to hurt when you hurt and to be happy just because you want to be. I’ve learned that even though circumstances look bleak, I have the power to change as much as I will allow myself. I’ve learned that God puts people in your life that become prevalent… but don’t always stay that way. Some people aren’t supposed to be in your life forever. No matter how much that hurts, you have to love them while they are in your life. I’ve also learned how to more deeply love the people in my life, and how to let them love me. I’ve learned that only you and who you are in God can define who you are in this life. I’ve learned that God’s plans do not always match up to my expectations. God continues to surprise me.
But the most important thing I’ve learned is that in the end, God is always God. Once I put my trust in Him, nothing else really matters. I just have to take everything one moment at a time, no matter how bad things seem.