Today was the big day that I moved to Freed Hardeman University. I’m already from Henderson, Tennessee, so the drive to my dorm was only about 10 minutes, but for some reason, when I was packing up my things, I couldn’t stop myself from crying. This should be a happy, exciting day, and it was, but knowing that everything was about to change somehow scared me.
I think what scares me the most is NOT KNOWING. Not knowing what I want to do with my life or if I’m even capable of reaching those dreams. Not knowing who I’m going to spend the rest of my life with and scared that I might not recognize it even if it hits me in the face. Not knowing if MY WILL is GOD’S WILL and not knowing if I’m doing everything I can to please Him.
On that short drive to Freed, I thought about all the things I’m not sure of.
Then, I started thinking about all the things that I AM sure of. I’m sure of what kind of person I WANT to be. I’m sure that God will bless me and let His will become crystal clear as long as I keep Him first in my life. Lastly, I’m sure that Freed is exactly where I need to be.
My moving crew.
